i am so very emotionally attatched to skwisgaar........... i tend to go insane about characters i relate to or are similar to. she's closer to the "SHES LITERALLY ME" side of the hyperfixation scale than the "I LOVE HER SO MUCH" side yk?
HEADCANONNNSSSSSS
subcategory: gender / sexuality
as you can most likely tell, i hc skwisgaar as transfemme :) i don't have a solid reason for this, but a reason is not needed. sometimes the character is just trans.
i also really like genderfluid/ gender-non-conforming hcs for her...... i like any pronoun skwisgaar a lot too
it takes her literally forever to figure shit out and Then come to terms with it. closer to whenever the movies take place.
transitioning makes her Worse. she does not get quiet or gentle or stereotypically feminine.
i have no real headcanon for her sexuality, i don't think she cares about labels so i haven't bothered finding one.
subcategory: relationships
any good skwisgaar ship involves her being just as whipped for them as they are with her. she's just killing herself a million times over in her head at the thought of being in love. pacing around tugging at her hair.
i'm a huge polyklokker. these guys love each other....
out of all the guys, shes closest with nathan. close second pickles, third murderface, fourth toki.
(i do love skwistok, i just. don't think they have much canon dynamic yk.)
its. a lot for skwisgaar. even with the fact that the polycule did not happen all at once (started with nathan/pickles, skwis joined, so on so forth), just being in a romantic relationship at all was a trip for her.
i don't think she's had much experience with proper dating. she's definitely had girlfriends, but none of them really stuck. and it only got harder once she got famous, having people try to get close only for her fame or money or dick.
i just don't think she's used to being loved.
i'll elaborate more when my thoughts are coherent enough but this is all u get for now
subcategory: general
skwisgaar is the type to spoil movies. not on purpose, she just can't shut the fuck up.
she's cold all the time. freezing fingers jumpscare
far more talkative when drunk or high.
really weird about physical touch. this is because she's not used to being touched outside a sexual context. touch-starvation wOO
cannot fight for SHIT. lowest on the scale of "worst dethklok member to fight". she just hopes her height and demeanor are intimidating enough that no one starts shit with her.
i do think she has a skin/haircare routine. the skincare stuff normally does not get done because she's too busy getting blackout drunk. no one in dethklok smells good either.
probably has a lot of joint pain, considering i headcanon her to be like 6'5. mainly in her hips/back/knees.
one of the lighter drinkers of dethklok. she could still drink any normal person under the table and be coherent. she makes up for this in other substances.
